plan

Everybody is asking me "what's next". That's exactly what I have been asking God. Looking back I can see the change in me each step of my way. During the darkest moment, when I felt everyone in my life left me, he was there and helped me become stronger.

I was joking with Brian the other day that God wrote the thesis for me and all I did was simply staying up late. Honestly I don't know how I could ever pull it through without my faith. I had not written a single word in April and May, or for a longer time period. I still can't believe that I finally made it. Maybe God thought it's the right time.

Now I am waiting for his call. It's comforting to know that I don't have to worry, because he will make it happen when he wants it to happen. I still need to do my part. Sometimes it is alright to just hang on there.

over-stressed, yet hopeful

I was close to break, yet I still managed to work 10+ hours per day and read a short book in the Bible.

More than ever I know God is with me. And the end is near.