feeling depressed

The bad thing is that I was unable to control it.

You are my only hope.

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If everyday is one step closer to meeting you face to face, shouldn't I be joyful because you have already provided me the best things in life and all I need to do is just to serve you?

Shouldn't everyday be an adventure, an opportunity to love others and let them know you?

If I weep, shouldn't the tears be for my repentance and for your grace? You have shown me that you turned things for my good and you made me stronger and wise. Then shouldn't I be grateful now instead of complaining?