the necessity of existence

Sometimes I wonder if I should continue with this blog. First, no one is reading it. Secondly, I feel that I am on a faith plateau and don't have much to say.

I didn't mean that I have got what I want from the relationship with God. It's just that I don't sense the same dramatic change now as I felt at the beginning of my faith. Maybe he is working on me gradually. From time to time I missed that exciteness and passion.

But this is good too. We are like lovers who step into the steady stage. I know that he is pleased with me. And he knows I want to glorify him. There is a lot more to do to deepen our relationship.