restless

My mind has been restless for quite some time. I don't know how to describe it. I feel weak. Yes, that is the right word to describe my current spirituality.

It seems that I fell into some trap and I have been struggling to get out of it. I desire the freedom I felt before. Christ died for our freedom. There is no reason that we can't have it if we want to.

Today in the church our pastor talked about how to strengthen our faith between our Sunday services. It spoke to my heart. One week is a long space. I know I could be around more Christians, while I hardly talk to one inbetween my lifegroup meetings.

But I know God is with me. Last week I felt I was in the midst of a desert. Then on Friday Rachel invited me to dinner. Today I was able to sit and talk with more than half of my group at church. It was such a quick answer to my prayer.

Thank you God for choosing to faithfully love me.