draw me closer

Now it is a weird stage. I feel very distant and at the same time very close to God.

I have no desire to read any books, or go to church, or even go to my lifegroup, but I am very sure that he is right here with me.

Because of all the things happening in my life, I have been over-stressed in the past few weeks. There were a few nights I simly couldn't sleep. Yet I had to finish my work so that I wouldn't blow everything.

The only things that pulled me through was to listen to Jars of Clay and pray in every minute of my weakness. Actually most of time I didn't even get the lyrics, still those songs brought me certain level of peace.

You are my rock. Only from you comes my comfort and strength.